"Oh it seemed forever stopped today All the lonely hearts in London, Caught a plane and flew away And all the best women are married, All the handsome men are gay You feel deprived Yeah are you questioning your size? Is there a tumour in your humour, Are there bags under your eyes? Do you leave dents where you sit, Are you getting on a bit? Will you survive You must survive When there's no love in town This new century keeps bringing you down All the places you have been Trying to find a love supreme A love supreme Oh what are you really looking for? Another partner in your life to abuse and to adore? Is it lovey dovey stuff, Do you need a bit of rough? Get on your knees Yeah turn down the love songs that you hear 'Cause you can't avoid the sentiment That echoes in your ear Saying love will stop the pain Saying love will kill the fear Do you believe You must believe..." Love SupremeHow odd... It actually makes alotta sense. Reality is cruel.
It's coming. *cries* I can't seem to catch my breath in this never ending race. Someone was commenting how come they don't put humans in mazes like they do to rats for behavioral studies. Come to think of it, I think i'm precisely like a rat in a claustrophobic maze trying to figure out the best way out of the work, prjs, responsibilities.
I jus want to sit and stone. More sleep would be nice.
My coming weekend is burnt again...
I dun like this feeling, not one bit.
Participating in escapist behaviour.
Is there true love? Yes, my beloved...But sometimes, true love gets broken. ... Glad that I'm still alive.
One day older... one day wiser.
Thank you for all the lovely pple with birthday greetings who made yesterday a special one. =)
Thanks to piggy for the wonderful day and the pretty present.
And nellers and assoc for the 'Jap dog'.
And I got my wish to play with lanterns. It's rare to have mid-autumn fest fall on the same day, must carry lanterns for good luck I tell you.
And thank you t4 clique for the yummy cake.
And CO main comm for the card. =)
And i think one of the best thing tt happened recently is that I can proudly announce Esso's slogon... "We're Driver's too!"
Now that i'm a certified driver, who wants to lend me their car to practice? *grin*
Received a request to blog something happier so here goes...
Sentosa Siloso beach outing wif old+new comm was fun!
Finally got a chance to wear my cool specs, I was wearing it even when it was dark. I know i must have looked pretty dumb but i love them~ N the fact that they are cool is confirmed bacause xinhui and sibing wanted to take photos while wearing them.
Made conversation with a 4 yr old xiao mei mei whilst yiing impressed her parents and another lady with her navigation in mandarin on our way to the beach. I'm more comfy entertaining kids then adults. Same wavelength lah.
Tried kayaking for the first time and my shoulders ache from it. Luckily i had Weicong my kayaking partner to paddle while i enjoyed the scenery. Woops. Quite a feet ok.. partnering each other when neither of us can swim nor kayak. Capsize how? Drown lor.
Played wif the huge doughnut float, more like clinging on to dear life with Sibing and sn cos we're non-swimmers, trying to prevent the evil 'swimmers' from capsizing it. Can still feel myself bobbing now as i lie on my bed.
Played pass-the-frisbie in the water and haoyi taught us how to ti1 sai4, more like he ti sai on us. And in the end everybody was doing it to everybody.
Vollyball gave me bruises on the arm and i've confirmed that i can't play volleyball. I siam the ball more than i hit the ball. Chuanjie, Xinhui, kaiyu and See You were quite gd at it.
Had the yummy beehoon, fried rice cooked by haoyi's dad, old chunky and of cause delicious choc brownies made by sn. Dinner was picnic-style, ala sitting on ground sheet cum having 'music' in the background. After tt played bridge with sn, sibing, yiing and haoyi while we waited for weicong to come back to fetch us to macs. Du gui syndrome kicking in.
And we ended it off with sitting at macs and talking.
Luckily had Kelvin to chauffer me back and he gave me encouragement for my driving. *grin*
The only thing tt that was lacking is tt not everyone was there. =/
I made a new fren, it was orangie the moon. He seemed to have followed me all the way back, or was it because he was lonely too so he accompanied me back. I could tell he wasn't too happy because he was constantly covered by clouds.
The path was dark at certain areas. I tried to imagine myself being stalked by a serial killer lurking in the shadows. Or even tried to picture an oncoming vehicle...oncoming. stupid shit cannot even think of the right word to use. i still couldn't shake off the overwhelming feeling.
But the shadows were useful as a cover...
The quietness... was somewhat different than the one at the library today. The silence in the library was deafening. The one back however was jus me being oblivious to the surrounding hence there was nth. The only thing i was aware of was my breathing.
I was being pangseh-ed and I have to dig out an explanation.
I am wrong to leave early because u were still at home when i was waiting there and i shld have offered to wait, or i shldn't even haf sounded pissed when i obviously was.
I am a bitch because i din reply ur sms because i had to carry my 4 books in one hand, my laptop and a plastic bag full of stuff in the other.
I am wrong to interrupt when i have objections to wad is being told to me.
The act of being pangseh-ed is defined as
not being informed tt the person would not be able to meet u, worse case scenario: the person neva turns up. Mild case scenario albeit equally frustrating: u have to call after the arranged meeting time to find out and the person then tells u he/she cannot come.
Pple like to pangseh me. for prjs. for meetings. i object to being pangsehed and will make my sentiments heard.
I'm okae wif people being late, i am frequently late i cannot expect people to be early for me. I make the effort to hurry down when i'm late. If i oversleep, once i wake up i will inform the person that i will b late. It's irksome when i am already there and the person who lives nearer to the meeting place than me says "i am still at home."
I'd appreciate if anyone who is meeting me and will be potentially late tell me b4 the arranged meeting time tt they will be late.
I hate pple especially guys who do not have to common sense to open the door for someone who obviously needs help with it. And my queue got cut by this stupid guy while going up the bus.
Tong tar bus trpst should hire 179 bus drivers. I was waiting at the shuttlebus stop to see 3 199 buses pass me by before the green snail arrived. And everyone knows 199 has a slower frequency that 179.
I wish the b-process of the opponent-process theory would kick in faster. So that i won't b so upset.
I finally realised that i'm normal when i experience bouts of elation and then i sink into a state of depression. It's jus my b-processes countering the a.
Went to the Journey through Faith exhibition, the one wif the relics and art pieces from the vatican. Not bad i must say, the guide that i had that is. Inspired to be a tour guide. muahahaha. I think the Da Vinci code really gave me a prehand knowledge of 'chim' words like Basilica, Basilisk, the Sistine Chapel, bernini fella ya da ya da which were reallie useful. It helped in a sense that I was more interested even in the art relic, the structure the magnificence, and even the artist of that time during the exhibit. Ironic, given that the book painted the church in a very bad light.
Learnt more about my faith from the exhibit... I know so little about the rich history of the Catholic church that emcompasses the culture, the art work, the whole era of that time. Though i didn't reallie understand or know how to interpret certain techniques, carvings or language, I stood in awe at the art pieces though i couldn't pitpoint the aesthetic pleasing value tt drew me to them.
Could do lesser with the crowd though. Don't like to squeeze in a museum. Pasar malam maybe but museum is a big no-no. But will i didn't get stepped on or shoved at so it was alright. At tt point of time i was thinking of going again another day when there wasn't so much people.
I think i will consider visiting SAM soon. Sg Arts Museum deh. Funny acronym tt tickles me.
Went to clarkequay for dinner... On the way took wacky shots of my mum and dad. So sporting huh.... of cos they had to succumb to the irate photographer's orders. *bark bark* If i didn't look so ugly in the pics maybe i would have posed more.
Blackforest. Yummy. =)
Piggypork tmr. Yummy.
Here i am waiting for the rain to stop so that i can go home frm hall. And then i suddenly realise... If i walk by the covered walkway there's shelter all the way till the mrt what, so what am i waiting for? D'oh!
Feeling extremely stupid.
It's weird how pple see things so differently.
I think i shldn't have been so quick to judge. He did sound upset over the phone.
Cos i suck tts y.
so tts how i've been viewed.
tts how i feel.