Friday, May 27, 2005
My heart aches.Sunday, May 22, 2005
01/02 outing at chomp chomp and coffee bean was great! (Ooo whipped cream again so sinful)Stingray, hokkien mee, cai tau kuay, chix wings, sugarcane juice. *drools* But of cos the focus was on the lovely ladies and gentlemen that came. A veri good turnout i must say. lala, stef, lisa, pc, yz, weihao, mervin, weisong, william, alvin, xm & yc. Kudos to the organiser~! lala issit? It was raining the whole day but it did not dampen the spirit (cliche) on the contrary it was a blessing in disguise because the place was'nt as crowded. Caught up wif everyone... Nobody has really changed much. A nice warm feeling sitting together n chit chatting away, jus like in the old days when we chit chatting in the aj canteen after PE lessons. =D Can't wait for the class bbq. bai tuo ni le pei zhen~
Saw someone on the train today. I actualie felt my heart race. Hesitated on whether i shld go over to say hi. It got a little awkward i think.
But i dun regret going over cos i got nth to b afraid of...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
The sky has lost its* colour.*edited
Friday, May 13, 2005
zui tao yan peng you gen wo shuo 'bu yao zuo dian deng pao'.ru guo yao liang ge ren chu qu shi you yi da ba de shi jian, bu yong ni men wei wo chou kong de. yao qing peng you yi qi chu qu, yi ge ge gei wo zhe zhong da fu.
you xie ren shuo you le nan peng you jiu bu yao peng you le, wo ying gai shi you le nan peng you, peng you bu yao wo le.
wo bu gan le.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Found this while clearing my table. Cannot bear to throw it away decided on a compromise by leaving it here in order to throw the orginal copy. This was me when i was doing relief teaching.Is it just me or is the noise level always on the ups when i'm around. It was amazing to witness the immediate silence that settled upon 2A2 when the teacher started to speak. It was like magic, now why does the opposite happen to me instead. Is it cos I'm too lax with them? Am i not strict enough, not commanding? It's hard but i guess the not befriending attitude to maintain that fine line between teacher and student is needed. Shit, noise level is rising again...
Silence at last, but i wonder how long this can hold. I'm betting on 1/2 hr max, but I'm hoping to drag it till an hour. Let's see 12.10-1.10pm. I'll let them off for the last 30mins. Afterall they're only kids. Bleah. This is a devious ploy man, but if it works who gives a shit. Hai, can't wait to go home. So weird/ This must be how all the relief teachers feel. Students want to go home so do all the teachers. Heh. Bah, keep a stern face, if not all hell breaks loose again.
But I must say this class is by far the most obedient that i've seen. It took them just a few seconds to settle down when it took like a few mins and me walking a few rounds confiscating brooms and dustpans to get the other class to quieten.
Speaking of which, wads up with pri kids and sweeping the floor? Every class i relief there'll be a few students who would ask to sweep the place. I asked once and i got a reply that theirmother won't let them sweep the floor, only vacuum it. That's nice.
And i've met a few smart alecs who are proficient in arguing.
Muhaha.. I feel so bad to hold this punishment indefinately, but some of them are getting restless already and trying to find ways to establish communication with the person infront/behind/beside. These children ah...
Now i truly understand why a teacher is omniscient. The been there done that experience guarentees that teacher really sees all. It's not that she does not know. She pretends not to know, in hope that they'll know what s right and give them a chance ti change before anything is said. Too much scolding is a bad thing, really lose all authority and hold when something is used too often.
So bad so bad, no cannot be soft, must be firm with my resolve.
They're bored? I'm bored too...
The rubbish i keep and write.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Slept a whooping 13hrs straight. Madness. Not tt i wouldn't like to wake up, it's jus tt since i've got nth to do n i dun want to wake up to get pissed off again, so i jus slept.Had alot of weird dreams of people i don't recognise...
Dreaming is like being in rpg, jus tt u dun get to choose which scene u want to be in, but that adds to the surprise factor i guess. In dreams u get into hypothetical situations and get asked hypothetical qns. The decision that u make unconsciously might be jus what u would truly want deep down.
I'm proud to say that I'm loyal!
I've been typing whilst lying on my bed. My back hurts man. Since i'm on the bed i dun use the mouse so now i'm proud to say tt i'm touch-pad proficient! Another skill to add to my resume. hah dee ha.
Tmr's mother's day. Haf u got anything for mommy? I guess i'll buy a Carnation tmr. How insincere.
I haf a new fren its name is Pigabbie.
Friday, May 06, 2005
sad.Dun be
y?
cos i'm here.
That must be one of the nicest thing a friend can say.
I made it a point to come back for dinner jus to not haf dinner.
Today is not gd...