Contemplations: June 2005

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Nobody says u haf to b perfect.
But nobody forgives u when u screw up.
Nobody says u can't cry when u're sad.
But nobody cares if u cry.
cos nobody knows when u cry.
I hate u when u cry, ur nose clogs up n ur eyes get puffy n den it gets hard to sleep.
I hate u when u're weak.
U make others upset.
I hate u when u make me miserable.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Evil comp! Keep me awake till 5 again. Die u vile beast. *stab stab stab* -aw my back-
Since i'm still up might as well say a few words abt the daji outing. Fun fun fun! Miss my jnrs =) jing n yq's coming to ntu to disturb me, too bad jk's not coming.
ok few words up. sleep.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Motivational talks are so inspiring, if only the feeling u get after sitting through one lasts. I really wish i was the garang type den i wouldn't b afraid to take up challenges and try new stuff and probably kill myself in the process. Dicipline to not procrastinate will help alot too. So is intelligence, so that i would'nt have to spend so much time absorbing information. So is the gift of the gab, so tt i would b able to talk my way out of anything =P. So is.. so many things. They are right abt no one being perfect. If i had all of those i'd still not b perfect. Make do n b happy.

I guess it's the amount of courage, optimism and strength that spurs you on.
Current levels: low, low, low

I want to learn something new. But what?

Sunday, June 05, 2005

4 days of 'free' labour at Kidsfest, in line with the ongoing sg art fest, arts fest for the kids . Can't really say it's totally free cos i get some money to cover my trspt and food but i emphasize on 'some'. As wenyi aptly put it, "wo men zai tie qian bu shi zhuan qian." In addition, we get shit from unreasonable teachers and parents who do nothing but complain, plus looney superiors who don't give you respect by shouting at you when they don't give clear instructions in the first place. Lesson learnt, don't ever work for THAT certain company that specialises in organising arts activities for kids. Cos 1. they pay peanuts 2. they suck. I'm sure in the future we're bound to encounter such bosses, but well, no way am i going to get scolded if i'm paid peanuts.
However i would say it's an experience being an usher. Frankly i don't even know wad to call myself, keep-the-queue-in-order-whilst-keeping time-cum-info-counter-person? I get to see cute little kids, made a few frens whom i probably won't b seeing again and made a decision to neva become an event manager. Bye bye ppc. After seeing the stuff the Event manager had to deal with, running ard keeping things on track, keeping pple on track, dealing wif unexpected crop ups etc. High stress level job boy, me tiny brain cannot handle.
I think i got something out of it, i found out tt i can stand 8 hours straight and it broke my irregular sleeping patterns too, i sleep a max of 8 hrs now.

piggy's gone. piggy's back. I missed piggy =)

AJ alumni co bbq was alright for me. Probably not fantastic cos i didn't know most of the people there, and my fav jnrs weren't present humph.

CO performance at Majestic. Nothing much abt it. Jus that Yu hua fang got cool antique-like stuff. I wanna go chinatown again.

Cursed is a stupid show. Don't watch it. no popcorns out of 5. Throughout the show i can't take my eyes off Christina Ricci's humongous eyes and after the show I'm only left with the thought that Portia De Rossi is such a hot babe wheneva she lets down her hair. i want locks like that!