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I don't know how to make the chinese words appear! seems fine on dashboard though.
By the way. wilber pan is so cute!
now, it's not even fine on dashboard. i shall hypy-nise it den.
bu de bu ai, fou ze kuai le chong he er lai
bu de bu ai, fou ze bei shang chong he er lai
bu de bu ai, fou ze wo jiu shi qu wei lai
hao xiang shen bu you ji bu neng zi ji hen shi bai
ke shi mei tian dou guo de jing cai.
hao xiang kai shi xin dong. ni de ying zi you zai wo nai hai li fu xian.wo gai zhe me ban?
wo bu neng xing dong, dan jue de you dian wu nai.
When you completely surrender yourself to someone, give up your sense of worth and when you're willing to give everything just to feel accepted, is when u've really lost urself.
"The reason death sticks so closely to life isn't biological necessity -- it's envy. Life is so beautiful that death has fallen in love with it, a jealous, possessive love that grabs at what it can. But life leaps over oblivion lightly, losing only a thing or two of no importance, and gloom is but the passing shadow of a cloud." - Life of Pi, Martel. Y.I must be the grim reaper then.
Just that life isn't all that beautiful. The beauty is a facade, perhaps conjured up by death itself. Yet death still seeks life, unsure of the rationality just feeling the need, the draw towards life.
Envy, can be such a dreadful sensation. Jealousy the stab in the heart.
But isn't death dead? Then y does it feel the pain?
Who weeps for death? Wasn't death once life.
Life just passes by.
"Don't go pls."
Is a cry in vain.
What is death without life?
Yet death by itself is a solitary situation.
Back from China and RENDANG [sic] many days ago, but just didn't feel like blogging about it.
But then again if I didn't mention it here at all, I might forget it some day down the road.
So a mention is better than none at all. At least when the day comes when I'm feeling bored I can read this entry and recall the times.
The thing i liked about China was the liu3 shu4s. I'd carry one home and plant it in my house if I could. It would be an apt representation of my family. the liu3s. On a side note I've been thinking, I don't think i wanna gif up my family name it's too cool. I'll have a hard time trying to find someone wif a cooler surname before I surrender mine. muahaha.
China started wif a puddle and ended in a puddle.
I think i left alot in beijing, including my black tank top. =(
It's better if i just let it go.
I enjoyed looking out of the tour bus as it cruised along. Did I mention i love bus rides? I felt it a pity to be asleep and miss the streets of beijing go by, so i refused to sleep. As i told everyone, "I din come beijing to sleep".
I had one last ride. I'm thankful for it even if I knew it wasn't mutual. The trip was fun because it brought us together for that few days. The photo taking sessions, the magic tricks, the 7-11, McD trips, the price haggling and sharing of bargaining tips, the walking, the laughing, the crapping. These don't come twice.
I'm telling myself glad I went. No matter what. cos i bought my family heirloom -- my white jade bangle.
Redang was my favourite! The trip there all the way till the trip back. The karaokae-ing in the dark, the mad scramble for the toilets mid journey, the chatting in darkness.
I refused to sleep on the bus too cos you know my motto 'I din travel to redang to sleep!' but m'sia's scenery looks the same after 15mins. So i surrendered.
It was a trip of many firsts.
First time snorkeling.
First time snorkling without a lifejacket.
First time 'rock climbing'.
First time being cheated to sleep in a wooden hut being packed liked sardines.
First time touching nemo and mr sea anemone.
First time swimming wif baby sharks.
First time washing my legs for so many times.
First time playing asshole daidee till early morning.
First time playing mahjong on the beach.
First time seeing mermad and redang babe. wooweet.
First time being told to 'enjoy la'.
First time on a overseas trip wif 01/02!
Kudos to ms lala and ms melissa for planning our trip wif Enjoy holidays and mr rambutan for paying first, w/o which we would not have had such a great time.
I love the sea, the sand, the scenery, even the nasty corals tt cut my feet.
It's the company, I say.
i wuv 01/02.