Saturday, February 19, 2005

I'm reminded y i hated the call centre shit wrk today, thanks to CATI survey.
1. I hate begging.
2. I hate pleading.
3. I hate sounding nice when i have every right to b pissed off.
4. I hate pple who don't listen, keep talking and who fail to follow instructions.
5. I hate interacting wif stragers, or rather interacting with pple in general.
6. I can't speak in proper chinese anymore.
I don't feel like continuing already. I am a Quitter.
But i could do wif the pay though, i wanna pay for my final driving test.
Prjects r piling. Readings have piled. Concert is nearing. Mid-term.
My responsibilities r still not fulfilled. instruments. timpani. practices.
I wish it could end. right here, right now.

I'm afraid.

I think if i were alone, i'd b halfdead by now. Thanks for keeping me sane.
One of the many things i treasure most is to have you walk wif me...

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Happy Chinese new yr all~

This yr's new yr celebrations seems to haf lost it's magic for me.
What is exactly different?
I went to River Angbao, the same ol' house visits(3 to b precise).
Ah! I missed all my new yr tele programmes. darn. N i din go to dot's hse.
Where's the new yr magic gone to? For the record, i didn't complete singing any new yr songs this yr, I din play any cny co song too. Ang baos do not excite me, i could do wif the contents though. I haven't eaten a single mandarin orange (ate bakguas aplenty), haven't eaten a single loveletter, maybe 2 pineapple tarts. Ok ya, CNY doesn't revolve ard food.
Oh! i missed CNY mass. I remember the ones at st nicks where we haf the blessing of oranges n we got angbaos wif gold choc coin.
Ah! I din see any lion dance performances.

I've made references to 'death', i've shouted at my family members, i threw stuff away, my rm is messy all during the first 2 days of CNY. I'll b CURSED! shit.

I dunno y i'm antisocial ard family members. It's not tt i dun like to play. I just feel out of place like i dun belong. shit again. This is so incoherent. random. scattered.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Fly me to the Moon

Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars,
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars.
In other words, hold my hand.
In other words, darling, kiss me.

Fill my heart with song and let me sing forever more.
You are all I long for, all i worship and adore.
In other words, please be true.
In other words, i love You.

It's a beautiful day.