A long weekend break from school well spent, i shld say, happily spent. =P
Getting very sick of co stuff. Every call, every sms, every single freaking thing to do wif it.
But. I'm still. okae.
lengzai lengzai lengzai..............
Amazed - Lonestar
Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The smell of you skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes
I dunno how you do what u do
I'm so love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you...
Baby.. I'm amazed by you.
Deja vu-ish somehow. Must have already posted this b4.
Euphoric. Elated. Ecstatic. Bliss.
First week down. Assignments already piling, sitting n waiting n wishing n hoping for sponsorship. I want them to reply and yet afraid tt they will call me to gif a positive reply. Gotta get down to calling some of them but wo pa pa! *freaks out* Logically, it's jus a phone call, explain details and sound nice tts all, nothing to it but somehow i still feel scared. The heart palpitations, sweaty palms, blank mind and the stuttering. I'm a scardy cat *mEoW*
Jus not used to picking up the phone n talking. The irony, considering i worked at a call centre b4. Honestly speaking, I was extremely nervous when i answered the first call myself. It was the fear tt i'd make a major boo boo, like screw up my facts and provide the wrong info. I think the worse fear i had was, not being able to answer the qns. Imagine calling a call centre for help and hearing the operator go. "Er... I also don't know leh." What does tt say abt credibility of the organisation u represent? what does tt say abt ur ability? Anyway subsequently i started every first call wif dread and fear.
How peculiar, knowing fulling well tt no one can b miss /mr know-it-all. It shows how i reflect the unforgiving nature of Sg society. One mistake and i condemn myself.
Relax girl, you can do it, you haf ur biz mag pple to help u! Self-psychoing. How come it doesn't wrk? But i'm still gonna do it. I can do it~!
I'm supposed to keep to my "No procrastinating" resolution.
Seeing her try hard not to cry, made me feel like crying too. Must haf felt terrible inside. Felt like giving her a big hug. Things will turn out fine ya.
Y do i hear pple singing an chanting malay songs at on the 'hill' outside my house at this time of the nite? Shush! Pple trying to sleep. They sound happy though, i wanna go down join them.
I'm up waiting again. *sigh*
Happy new yr~! I am happy!
Even though i failed my driving again. Yes, yours truly is thinking of hiring a chauffer now.
First half of the day was terrible. I was late, didn't print the receipt cos i thot i din need it, den i thought i didn't bring my bklet and needed to go back to get it. Then there was the rain. Poor visibility no gd for driving, my shoes and pants got all wet too. Eeky feeling.
I still remember the sound of the pole when it dropped *tong*-10 pts. =`( Once you get demoralized, the rest is history. I din even haf to go back to the rm for debriefing. The tester just told me in the car, "alot of mistakes huh" den mumbled something abt "he would haf tried to help me" or something. blah dee blah blah. 34 pts. Improvement of 4 pts. tts nice.
lalala~ but i'm still elated. N nth will change tt yet.
I really hope 2005 turns out well. It's gonna b a hard yr. The new sem's sub would mean more hw, co concert stuff to settle, CS FOC etc.
Even if things dun really go my way which i'm sure they won't, i'll have to try my best.
At least i noe there'd b some one to b here wif me. =)
I resolve to not procrastinate! *salutes* Don't ask me y i saluted, jus felt like it. hah.
P/S: phantom of the opera the movie is not a veri nice show, i think i preferred the one tt Ms Monica Toh screened during choir lessons in sec 3. In my opinion, when pple sing-talk it's excrucitatingly slow, i'm glad we dun haf to do tt. So unless u're a sucker for andrew llyod weber's classic den it's highly likely u won't like it.