"I'm With You"-Avril lavigne
I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
NOT.
I'm feeling an all time low now. hai.
Hai.... apparently everyone saw the last post except me, tts y i din bother to blog here.
Had CO BBQ today at ECP. Realised alot of things. Realised tt someone was a big flirt, my initial prediction was incorrect. Realised tt someone was alright afterall. Realised tt i'm quite weird. made silly guesses. sat on the sidelines to observe. =) bah... nan dao wo na me mei yan guang?
I'm tired. BBQ. ya. fun. =/ I felt stupid.
I didn't know the feeling of stepping on the beach was so pleasent. The feeling of fine sand carried by the water rushing through ur toes. Played silly games wif my 2 jrs like standing at the waterfront and rushing away frm it when the tide came in. Sang(screamed) like a mad person while they sang out the music. Splashed water, got quite wet. Nuts.
The funny thing is, i wasn't in the ecstatic mood. =/ I would really rather sit down n stare at the waves. splish, splash, splish, splash. At least huang shen noticed tt i wasn't ard, he calls me "da ding ying gu de tong xue".
The smiles and luffters aren't accurate reflections of how i feel. All's a stage.
The disdain wells within me. I can't seem to get rid of it. I refused to answer the ringing phone because of it. I just hid it under my pillow n blanket to muffle the ringing. I know i shld haf answered it but i didn't want to answer it in an irritated tone.
Leave me alone. Leave me be.
Bah. I'm not touching the template anymore.
I watched Charlie's Angels today after cca. woooo *pose* aiya... it's not tt great. I would say it's ok. I think the music is not bad. I seriously will get lost at orchard so had 2 jrs excort me there heh. We concocted a story of me helping n old lady cross the road to explain y i was late. While crossing she drops her bag of oranges and i had to spend time pick them all up. After reaching the other side of the road, the old lady tells me "ah mui, who said i wanted to cross the road" n den i had to bring her back again.
Watched the show wif 2 of my 1st 3 mths classmates. Supposed to b a class outing but ended up with only 3 of us... first time we 3 caught a movie together. We weren't even close frens. Baoying looks so nu ren wahaha n ban ban looks... the same. Funny thing was we took 3 seperate mrt lines home. The purple, the red, the green. It was nice. i dun regret going, too bad my Savage wasn't there though. Sch tmr sch tmr...
Some things r not meant to be.
I’m so sad. Today was officially the last day I teach the p1 kiddies. Last lesson so tt I can haf more time for As… boohoo… I felt abit yi yi bu she. At the instance, I thought to myself tt maybe I shld hold on, As buay yao kin la. It’s not like I cannot see them it’s just tt it won’t b the same anymore. I’ll miss all the lessons we had. I’ll miss marking their wrksheets, the squiggly writing, the atrocious colouring (still nicer den mine), the answers that wen bu dui ti, the innocent replies, the puzzled looks, the “tcher angeline”s, the “tcher tcher”s(some still can’t remember my name, is it tt hard to remember?), the frustration, the happiness, the thank Us, the gdbyes.
Alicia.Dorothy.charmyn.cherilyn.celine.celine.tess.denise.denise.Joshua.
benedict.kyriel.emmanuel.ethan.lena.Lucinda.roy.kovan.Felicia.gale.jarett.malcom.divya.john.
Hmmm.. I can’t remember the rest.. *piaks forehead*
Let's eat, to the beat.
A pizza hut, a pizza hut, kentucky fried chicken n a pizza hut.
A pizza hut, a pizza hut, kentucky fried chicken n a pizza hut.
Macdonalds, macdonalds, kentucky fried chicken n a pizza hut.
Macdonalds, macdonalds, kentucky fried chicken n a pizza hut.
I can't believe it. i just heard machi rapping wif missy elliot in "work it". Pwahhh reallie zhong xi he bing, imagine hokkien rap n angmo. *gasps* shocked... I thought it must b some radio frequency criss-crossing fault.. hahaha i couldn't understand what they were rapping but they seemed to b having fun.
Yesterday, while i was lying in bed. I was hit with an explaination as to why some pple might not fancy certain shows which might seem totally harmless or even heartwarming. (eg. Finding Nemo) It's gotta do with it being a reminder of something unpleasant. I detected it but wonder y i didn't realise it. Humans think too much.
A little joke: On which day do monsters eat humans?
Chewsday
Foreva in Love - A1
Love leads to luffter, love leads to pain
U by my side i feel gd times again
neva haf i felt this feeling b4
u showed me the world how can i ask for more
and although this confusion will find this illusion to keep my heart close to u
And i knoe, yes i knoe
if u only believe me i'll neva neva eva leave
And i knoe there is nth tt i would not do for u, foreva b true
And i knoe although times can b hard we will see it through
And foreva in love with u.
Show me affection in all different ways
Give u my heart for the rest of my days
With u all my trouble i left all behind
like heaven on earth when i look in ur eyes
and although this confusion will find this illusion to keep my heart close to u
*chorus*
No need to cry, i'll b right by ur side
Let's keep our time, love won't run dry if u only believe me i'll neva neva eva leave..
And i knoe there is nth tt i would not do for u, foreva b true
And i knoe although times can b hard we will see it through
And foreva in love with u.
I'm so bored. I'm so bored. I'm so bored. I'm so bored.
Hello, hello, hello i'm back!!!
CT was..... as usual not gd. But it's ok... The impt thing is i watched 'Finding Nemo' wahahahahah..... great show... lala~ i've got a throbing headache, it's not really throbing but anyway... must b because of the late nites spent cramming info into my poor brain. Had weird dreams throughout the week, ranged frm pleasent to outright ludicrous, a threading of all my thoughts n experiences... Sleep here i come....
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