I'ma going on a summer holiday, no more worries for a week or two...
Bye world.
2nd chance for you, big red dot wif a star, i better have a smashing good time or else i'll blog about you to death.
Feelin blessed jus to see you today. The fact that you travelled all the way.
however, the fact tt i'm going to you know where conjures unpleasent memories.
When i come back, it's just gonna be a barrage of stuff coming at me...
but that can wait. everything can wait. Nth needs to be rushed. ohm...
I'm gonna try to happy.
Oh pls come, this cannot wait, come come come. Then i can be at peace.
Labels: Feeling blessed
i must confess. I've been secretly reading my primary school
crush friend's blog. N it's fun to be a voyeur.
Reading abt wad he does and wad his life is like, his current squeeze, knowing that he lives just a few blks away makes it oh so exciting. It helps that he's a good writer.
If he finds out that i'm spying, he probably would change his blog address or something. =x
I don't think he remembers me anyway. poo poo to that.
It's amazing how your friends turn out after so many years.
it'll be nice if we were all still in contact.
Labels: reminiscing
A hissy fit is wad i'd call it.
At that point of time it was pefectly justified. The difference became too glaring. I let something so unworthy spoil something that can be so great.
N den i became guilty. and i gave in. like i always do.
what is wrong with me.
N i tried to take a chance to find my way around. I didn't get lost, no way i can get lost when all i had to do was backtrack, but i couldn't find the way. Every turn i made was leading to the wrong path and I had to go back and try again. When i took the normal route, i realised that everything was just a turn away, if i'd taken that one i would haf reached much earlier.
But, I wouldn't know till i tried would i? Though it still feels like a lost.
Would I want it to be this way in the future. If it happens i'm so screwed.
I hate this uncertainness.
When i took the opportunity to say it out, it felt so good.
9 of 28. no displacement today.
Labels: unsure