Saturday, October 16, 2010
hai. this feeling sucks.Labels: Crappy
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Currently, suffering from withdrawal symptoms due to lack of pork. =(Labels: Crappy
Sunday, July 27, 2008
It's hard to speak the truth,but it's always appreciated.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
So many things have past.My final and only exam paper for this semester, for my undergraduate life.
My M'sia-it's-not-so-fun-cos-i've-got-diarrhoea-trip, but assam laksa was good so i don't regret going.
Next up... nippon~
You know how sometimes people seem so happy and you jus wanna break them up, cos you don't want them to have wad u can't. hurhur.
Labels: Crappy
Saturday, October 27, 2007
ew.I dunno how i'm gonna survive.
Survive the negativity.
am very not happy.
"So it's intuition for u"
I can almost hear the thot bubbles read "what a dumbass".
Behave to fit the opinion, I am the perfect example of demand characteristics.
Labels: Crappy
Monday, October 15, 2007
Busy.being busy is a good thing.
So is being free.
Accidently falling asleep while reading, just means i get more sleep. Doesn't mean i lose time.
I keep repeating that to myself and hopefully it'll sink in.
Labels: Crappy
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Blood pressure sky rockets...Need to get out of here.
I need a holiday away from everything. jus after my long holiday.
Doesn't anybody think further?
argh.
Feeling like the only worried person.
Labels: Crappy
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
i'm so tired.I'm gonna miss 'em when i leave. N korean guy comes the week after i leave =( grr... no hope of getting a photograph watsoever.
my resolve has shrivelled up into a prune.
don'tgiveashitanymore.
Labels: Crappy
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Day 3.Reminds me of sec physics. 0 displacement = no work done.
I come back tired from work and meetings and when i get back home. After getting out of the shower i'm told "u don't support your father when he wants to go out"
how do u want me to go out. it's not tt i dun wanna spend time with the family. I'm very tired. I can't help it if i feel like jus lying on my bed n not moving. N i'd rather sleep cos i'd haf to wake up earlier tmr.
Without asking me why i don't wanna go or why i come home so late, they jus assume i'm a wet blanket and I don't wanna be involved in family activities.
N it's my fault cos if i dun wanna go, my brother doesn't wanna go.
i can't please everybody so just spare me.
Labels: Crappy
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Someone recently said i was a doormat.He said tt in jest but still i especially resent tt because i know wad he said was true.
To suck it all in.
To do thankless tasks.
Effort not acknowledged just feels like shit.
The part i hate most is not abt not being recognised, is when i'll still do it anyway.
I slog my ass out to complete it to the best of my abilities even if it eats me up.
I thought i was getting better but as the days go by I'm more and more unsure.
I hate u when i see a mirror of you in me. I don't wanna be like that.
I need a sabbatical.
Labels: Crappy
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Feeling increasingly OLD n muddleheaded. =(I try so hard, n it's not enuff.
Labels: Crappy
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
When i feel crappy.It just gets crappier.
Multitudes of it.
Would I be appeased if i passed it on?
me n my big mouth again.
argh. argh. argh. argh. argh. argh.
shock shock horror.
these memories just linger and refuse to leave me
Labels: Crappy
Monday, April 16, 2007
Foo.Labels: Crappy
Thursday, December 28, 2006
What a crap day.Apart frm visiting a quack doctor and arguing to get my money back and being told by your dentist you have receeding gums. Plus having to cancel something tts pre-planned due to poor response, all the effort go down the drain. And i'm still feeling under-the-weather. N knowing it's gonna get much worse. hoho
But, I'm ok.
Labels: Crappy