Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Someone recently said i was a doormat.

He said tt in jest but still i especially resent tt because i know wad he said was true.
To suck it all in.
To do thankless tasks.
Effort not acknowledged just feels like shit.
The part i hate most is not abt not being recognised, is when i'll still do it anyway.

I slog my ass out to complete it to the best of my abilities even if it eats me up.

I thought i was getting better but as the days go by I'm more and more unsure.
I hate u when i see a mirror of you in me. I don't wanna be like that.

I need a sabbatical.

Labels: Crappy

by tab at 10:15 PM |