n i know that it's not happily ever after.
because something tells me that in the process not everyone is pleased.
n until i can purge all memories that constantly nag at me, or undo all the self-convincing I know it's not a done deal.
It goes on, a recurring loop.
Until someone finally gives up.
to pursue or not to pursue, tt is the qns.
Don't tell me you're happy for me if you're not.*i can't believe i spelt pursue wrongly -.-" it's brainrot i tell u!Labels: unsure
When there is an outlet for release, this place becomes redundant.
So it can be a good thing when this place is empty, because nth bad is going on because there is nth to rant abt.
deep down... i'm afraid of being too reliant. just in case.Would it be genuine concern regardless or jus an act to mark your territory?Labels: Contemplative
Bushed. I almost fell asleep during work.
I think the late nights and the travelling are taking it's toll on me.
I know they care, but sometimes it's hard to accept what they have to say.
Say it's true, there's nth like me and you. Not alone, tell me that you feel it too.I like visiting historical sites or museums. They have a mystical effect and I feel in awe of whatever that surrounds me.
Someday i will plan and then go on my own little heritage walk.
Just for this moment, as if nth else matters.It's my desperate grasp to make up for lost time.Labels: Contented
Faced with objections.
I don't know what to do. Either way I make somebody unhappy...
Labels: unsure
My eyes are sOOooo tired...
Should I? yes or no.
at least the pple there are nice, and it's not too far frm home. =D
Perhaps by the end of this stint i'll be a computer geek who excels in excel. Hum, bad pun.
lunch is burning a hole in my pocket though.
learning is a long process.
Labels: Contented
I guess it's abit of gif and take. Actually alot of give and take.
How now brown cow? It's a tough call. Not being a witness to it especially.
What matters I think, is the big picture.
I think fate is such that, even in my absence things settle themselves.
N i think it's a good thing tt at least things work out because there are pple there to lend a helping hand.
Just keep ploughing through.
Labels: tranquility
A new year a clean slate. I would put my resolutions down or even a flashback but i have to think abt them first.
Suddenly things are happening to fast and it feels surreal.
And when things look promising I anticipate a downhill and i get scared.
I feel tired with all the travelling and the lack of sleep, but suddenly i have something to look fwd to and I feel like i can tap on my reserves foreva and ever. It's amazing.
I wuv pyotr.Labels: Feeling blessed