I'm quarter of a century old plus one day today. To recap on what a wonderful life i have I shall just throw random moments that make me feel blessed.
I've got my first pet recently, her name's bing pi cause she's white as snow (if you've seen snow it's not that white, so you will get the drift). She's cute... I always thot hamsters were smelly. Honestly, they are and cleaning the cage is such a hassle. But I'll do it anyway because she's my baby. Actually i want one to prep myself for a cat. The irony :)
Here's a photo of her:-
I wanted a MacD birthday party. But that didn't materialise. I wanted to go overseas, but that didn't materialise either. I wanted so many things that didn't materialise but it seems silly to want more despite having so many. sigh.
I went kite flying today with my family...I like spontaneous trips.
I'll spend some time doing what i wanna do tmr. I'll have to decide.
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While I'm feeling abit better, I shall remind myself that there is more to life than work. I should be content and make the best out of it.
Happy chinese niu year everyone!
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What you are is God's gift to you.
What you become is your gift to God...ain't tt nice?
Be positive. Be positive. Be positive.
My mantra for the month.
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Finally it's over. The questions fired at us weren't all unexpected but there were some that did throw us off a little. But we managed to get by that of course with help from the sup.
Yet, i still have the nagging feeling that the tasks are not complete. Until after everything is submitted will I feel relief.
Caught a movie with my group after that, met this super bitch who was very rude to us but i shall not elaborate cos i don't wanna get myself all riled up over it.
On my way home, the only thought that was left in my head was this...
If one day the person I love tells me that he/she doesn't love me anymore what can I do?
Nothing.
but to love myself even more.
It's been 2 years and 14 days and I have yet to forget.
It's been 3+ years and i have lost count.
It just shows me how impt this means to me.
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Had funny dreams a few days back, forgot them till I was reminded by a mention of someone's name.
how easy it is to forget.
Spread good news to 30 lucky people today. Recieved replies for almost half within a day. Imagine if it was news to pay taxes, i'll be lucky to recieve 5 acknowledgements. If i were them, i'd be quick to reply too. And i'd feel lucky for the whole day.
Hope i get good karma for making their day.
Did little today. Do more. There's always time for more.
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Everyone needs abit of cheering up now and then.
Stay happy.
The case of the missing bak kwa is still unsolved.
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Did you know that "Dust in homes, offices, and other human environments is mainly generated by humans from their skin cells that slough off." (wiki source) Ew ew ew, double ew, triple ew. Which means i have been living and breathing my dead skin cells for 8 year. Ew.
I need an air filter to replace me pronto.
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Pleasent x'mas. =)
today a huge car pass drove passed me and in it was a lady driver. And instantly a thought flashed through my mind. "i wanna be like her. Earn my own money, drive a big car."
Then again...
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I do feel abit empty at times. A big change to break away from that life.
need to do something more to replace that.
I stared at the sky from the train on my way to school and I never noticed how big and blue it was. And i wondered whether anyone is thinking abt the sky, just as i was.
I'm but a speck in this wide universe.
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well... if ppl don't want your help, they won't ask for it.
and tts tt.
It's ultimately their call.
I do worry.
But for what reason i do not understand. It's time to let go of so many things.
Focus on what's impt.
1 week challenge!
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If i see you in sch next semester, wad would i do?
scream in ur face, which i prbly would never do.
Alot of things I should have said to make myself feel better but i didn't.
Just kept inside with the conviction that by doing so i've become a bigger person.
How laughable.
But.
i'm happy for many things that happen. and for many things that didn't.
cos i wouldn't be where i am if not for them. so where am i again?
here.
Wondering why i'm in this circle. Would waiting it out turn things around. I promise myself if i'm ever feel tt way again, i'm bailing pronto.
It is true that priorities alter with age, so inevitably things change and there's no room for blame, just adaptation.
Day 1 of 28 again.
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What goes around comes around...
Day 1 of 28.
No regrets. Jus waiting it out.
Sometimes i say bad things but i don't mean it, but how do u retract a statement after it's been blurted out? -shrug-
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What do u wanna be when u grow up?
My mind has been filled with this concern as of late.
I know what I don't want but I don't know what I want.
But the reason why i don't want what I don't want seems like it stems from laziness more than anything else.
Must do something useful.
I wanna pack my room. soon.
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I feel like i'm wanting this more than anything n i kinda hate it.
Not gonna push it too hard.Time for a change?My life revolves around nth.Today i wondered how nice it would be to have sisters to grow old with. =)Labels: Contemplative
When there is an outlet for release, this place becomes redundant.
So it can be a good thing when this place is empty, because nth bad is going on because there is nth to rant abt.
deep down... i'm afraid of being too reliant. just in case.Would it be genuine concern regardless or jus an act to mark your territory?Labels: Contemplative
