Contemplations: October 2005

Monday, October 31, 2005

Been feeling nostalgic and tired.
Maybe it's the examination blues.
Don't really feel the drive to study for anything knowing that it's gonna be a lost cause. =/

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Anyone got cures for blocknose?
Both nasal passages blocked. Very uncomfortable, least to say, hard to breathe.

After 3 days of fei4 qin3 wang4 shi2 doing editing, it's finally complete. Now left wif the paperwrk to complete. =/

Should haf stayed, then maybe my nose won't be so blocked and maybe i won't feel so bad now.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Thinking back it actuallie seemed quite magical. I still vaguely remember the moments that were special to me. Maybe back in the gd 'ol days we were young n innocent. Everything was new and it was an exciting experience. You even could feel the tingly feeling and anticipation. Neva occured to me that it would be something nice to look back on, i jus relished in the feeling there n then. But i had a sense of foreboding even then, that it wouldn't last long anyway.
Have you ever wondered how wonderful it would be if it continued?
But it wouldn't be wonderful really cos it would have soured eventually the more we got to know it each other. N i prefer to keep more memories happy. In the end, I'd still be hoping for wad was then. Thinking back, i think the reason y it is still mysterious because it was based on pure serendipity. The good thing about it was that it didn't go delve any deeper... Its hard for me to explain, but its jus a kind of feeling that tells me i happy that i went thru it. I jus like that part of it.
Unlike some good memories, I thought i would always remember but i realised they're based on lies. And it jus gets worse the more i think back cos i jus feel stupid and blind. I wish i there is a memory "magiclean" so that i can erase them all away. Feeling manipulated.
I'm smarter now i hope.

All been said n done, nthing beats the present.

nose. leak. throat. pain.
prj. kns.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Was eating at Mos B at JP and i was seated such that i could get a glimpse of the kitchen. Had a good view of the food preparation process... n it wasn't appetizing. I saw a burger crash land on the floor, and then being promptly tossed into the bag, fortunately it was wrapped. Saw bread patties and cheese being put on the tabletop... Saw how my burger was being handled by un-gloved hands! EEeeeks.
But i still ate anyway. Yum.
Afterall i paid for it already ok...

Thursday, October 13, 2005

My date with Ronald...

I guess it went pretty well. He's quite an amazing guy starting from a single restaurant and then expanding it into a mulitnational company. Was initially quite awed by his credential and wondered whether i would be able to communicate effectively with him. But i guess it turned out pretty well. He brought me to one of his air-conditioned restaurants and he gratiously covered my expenses. I wouldn't say that it's a high-class restaurant, but i can safely say it's got quite a good business and the food was pretty not bad. He was quite a nice guy throughout the whole date, he had a perpetual smile on his face. I wonder whether he was jus being polite or did he really enjoy my company.
After dinner we spent a long time sitting at a bench and talking about life in general, well, he wasn't the talkative kind so i guess it was mainly jus me doing the talking. All in all, i think it was a good date.
I even got a photo of us to remember it... =)

Couldn't help myself lah... jus had to do it.

Friday, October 07, 2005

You know when u've suddenly sprouted one too many white hair when friends start to say "Eh! white hair! i help u pluck?"

You know u're dropping too much hair when u haf to rid your surroundings especially the table of hair.

How come it's the black hair that drops not the white?

I'm getting too stressed. Soon i'll have a bald spot. Fish.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Jus came out of the shower. This friendly person in the next shower cubicle had a conversation with me. Feels kind of funny. It's like telephone chats, where u hear the voice of the person but you don't see the person and most importantly you don't know the person. No obligation chatting. At the end of it she ended her bath and left without saying 'bye' humss... I only knew she left when i could hear her voice trial as she talked to the person outside the cubicle.
I won't even know it's her if i bump into her in my blk. haha.
Imagine if it didn't go too well. The awkward silence will ensue and both of us would be rushing to bathe as quick as possible to get out of the situation and by fate we'll come out the same time! Awkward smile, bid our gdbyes, henceforth one less person to acknowledge.
Come to think of it, was that why she didn't say bye? Or perhaps she got distracted by the person outside and forgot tt i was still inside.

Can never realie do that sorta thing, hold chats with people i dunno. I'm too shy la! bwahahaha.

Monday, October 03, 2005

So much work so little time... So many presentations. No time for mugging.
I jus look forward to the weekends... or to the end of the day.
My bed at home is so comfy compared to the one in school. No wonder i never wake up on time when i'm at home. Ah... I miss my bed. =(
I miss home.