Monday, August 20, 2007

argh. I'm gonna burst! --"

As i listened to the nat day rally speech today about the c*f change, i was hit with the stark realisation that I'm going to die eventually. N i felt a sudden fear of what it would be like to suddenly kick the bucket.

And the finality of life makes whatever i'm doing now seem meaningless.
What exactly am i doing?
The only thing i know is tt i gotta start planning for my ideal retirement job to last me till i'm 65. 'Reskilling' myself. Better start early, better start now. No 'V', 'D' bonus for me. Sounds odd if i put them together.
Perhaps i'll plan to stay at the new Punggol 21+! Living along the canal front, going to my favourite wet market which is supposed to bring back nostalgia despite the revamped glassy look. Actually the developments seem exciting enuff, maybe i shld look out for the balloting now. But still, I'd like to stay where i am, so that i can witness the new i-still-have-not-got-the-name-right medical facility.
I wish i was eligible to take the 3rd language curriculum then i'd get 2 extra pts to get into JC, so that i could squeeze my way into the 4th university! Hooray! another factory to generate job competitors. I hope it's not some hard to name tertiary institute. Though i'd like it if i had a whole university named after me. Gotta be a whole new angle to my university though to draw in the young 'uns. Can't stick wif the ol' star-jump/students in lab coats/ostracising the other uni gig.
Dammit. I suddenly detest what i'm doing now. many many.

At the risk of telling everyone i'm guilty of being apathetic. I'm gonna say that I do think the annual speech is da bomb! why didn't i tune in/pay more attention many years back? oh wait, cos i was too dumb to understand then.

Disclaimer: This is by no means meant to be a party-political post. It's just after-thoughts. Pls dun catch me, I'll take it down if u want me to.

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