Saturday, October 07, 2006

I'm getting lame.
My sense of humour has gone frm wry to stupid.
Even i dun like what i'm thinking and saying.
What's happening?!? N i'm finding harder n harder to express myself.

I want it back. Gimme.

I just wanna let go...
when the interest is not there anymore, it's hard to put in effort.
when i feel disheartened. i'm finding easier to be numb. To act dumb. To suck thumb.
Oh crap. me n my stupid mind.

pros n cons.
I wanna say i dun really care. But i don't have much of a choice.

I think i'm jus going through a phase where i accept anything tt comes my way as being fated and unchangeable. ren ming.

by tab at 2:22 AM |