Saturday, September 16, 2006

woe is me.

Weakling.

I say it doesn't matter, but actually it means so much, if not i wouldn't have reacted tt way.

Maybe i'm just too demanding or expecting too much.

If I wasn't so stubborn I probably wouldn't have ruined my own day. If i'd given in I wouldn't have to be this way. But I refuse to, cos I shouldn't have to, not this time.


Sometime i was looking fwd to all week.
Disappointed. utterly.
And the basic thing is nobody freaking understands. argh.

by tab at 2:56 AM |