Monday, April 04, 2005
It was as if i did it... although the thot is preposterous. I am deeply grieved though, the world has indeed lost a great person.But the severity between the 2 cases is undoubtedly similar.
Henceforth, a new fear will linger, like a shadow it clings, like a dark cloud it hovers.
I'm appalled by my own lack of restraint. I realised the severe implications that it would have in the future, or on my faith for that matter. And it would definitely haunt me for the rest of my life. Jus goes to show how tainted n weak I am. Many 'What Ifs' do appear in my mind, n i shudder to think what i might have brought myself into.
Every word or hint of it jumps right at me.
This is wad being guilt-stricken feels like.
I'm sorry. I really am...
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