Saturday, October 09, 2004

Time passes real fast. Sounds cliche, but it's seriously getting faster n faster and it's scary. I't faster than when i was in jc.
Examinations are ard the corner. Dang.. another cliche phrase. So many readings to catch up on. I gotta find start my studying-outside-thing again. Cos i can't study unless someone's there to supervise me. =P I kinda miss those days where we're inconsiderate students who hang out at fastfood joints to mug. I shld relive those moments.

Still in search for a reason to study, after 19 sorry years of my life. I thought i found it, but i lost it. muahaha. I don't feel adult-ish yet, still a stupid kid. But guess i prefer being a kid. As u grow up, u see the ugliness of reality. I feel more aware of myself. Of what i am, of what i've become, what i'm becoming. More aware of the pple ard, how varied they are. Not tt everything is ugly, u just notice more of it. Sometimes i just wanna b alone but when i'm alone it feels lonely. How peculiar. Humans crave companionship. Man's best fren. No man is an island. Thousand island. I'm lauching into a crappy dappy mode.

Oh i've found a reason to go into comm. reasearch... Cute intern at AC Neilson! haha! ok tts a stupid thought.
I love the nite breeze. I'm a ye4 mao1. miao!
I love car rides.(tt's if i'm not in the driver seat) To be driven n to drive, which do u prefer?

I'm determined to get back my crappy, insane self no matter what.
I'll try to b a chao mugger too. chao mugger. chao mugger.

I realised tt i'm puzzled by alot of mundane stuff. One of the qns i've been pondering for today:

Why is 'medicine' pronounced 'MED-CEN' when 'medication' is pronounced as 'MEH-DI-CATION' and not 'MED-CATION'?

by tab at 9:21 PM |