Sunday, April 11, 2004

Happy Easter!

Went for Easter Vigil mass a while ago. Felt different. I felt more aware of wads going on. When i was a kid, i only remembered Easter Vigil as a mass where we turn of the lights n get to carry candles. Being brought up in a religion i tend to take all the ceremonies n rituals for granted. I neva reallie qnsed why. I just followed wad i was instructed to. Is this blind faith? Each day i learn something new abt it. N it only gets betta. It feels gd to b able to share wad i've learnt, maybe i know a lil something afterall, but i dun think i would return to teaching yet, not now anyway. Transition period. State of limbo, a comfort zone for me i guess.

It wasn't the same. There was no euphoria, no anticipation, no palpitating heart. Just normal. Normal isn't bad. Normal isn't gd. Normal is normal. One step at a time ya?

by tab at 1:10 AM |