Thursday, November 13, 2003

I'm veri veri veri veri vexed. Y am i not studying? Y dun i feel the urgency. Ur chem paper 2 sucked. u're gonna fail chem. 2 days gone liao. study u idiot. stop wasting ur precious time, u can waste ur 6mths away for all i care. study study. Kinda feel like 2 pple. The angel n the devil. One side of me keeps nagging me to get to it or regret later, yet the other side seems stronger. I feel like crap, like a blabbering idiot. I'm wallowing in self-pity!!! argh. disgusting.
y issit so hard. it's not hard wad. plain simple. sit down study. study, do urself a favour. do ur parents a favour. dun waste 2 yrs. Dun disappoint everyone. At times like these, i really hate myself. Wads the use of all these shit.

by tab at 11:14 PM |