Tuesday, November 12, 2002

Life. Death. Life. Death.
Death is so sudden. People dropping dead one by one. heh no lah exaggeration. I guess it's not a bad idea afterall to write short little notes for the ones you care just in case you leave suddenly. Notes that depict what you wanted to say and yet did not say as yet. But come to think of it, if you could write stuff you wanted to tell why not just say it out yourself. Tell them how much they mean to you. 'I just called to say i love you. I just called to say how much i care.' It's quite sad to only find out after someone is gone but this happens all the time. I'm rather afraid of people leaving me. Leaving be it leaving this world or leaving to break of the relationship that we have. Even the thought of it makes me wanna cry. If i were to leave i would want to say goodbye to everyone I know, maybe explains why i would only put down the phone if the other person on the other end of the line says 'goodbye'. I want to tell everyone the things that i haven't the courage to say. I wonder what it would be like if I were to pass on. I mean sure life goes on but would i have made a difference to anyone? I wish I would eventually. Remember me please? hahaha. It wouldn't matter really in the end. I wouldn't know if you did or didn't would I?
Oh well... 'Life is beautiful, beautiful to me.. and i feel so alive.' Ever stop to think about the flowers the trees? Ever wonder what makes life beautiful to you? To me, little acts of kindness, gentleness is beautiful. Small acts that might seem trivial actually says alot about the person. The initiative taken to say 'hi' to ask 'how are you today?' they all mean alot. Take time to observe, to find something beautiful every single day. You might then perhaps be filled with awe by the splendour of life. I know I am. Life worth living. 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but the number of moments that take your breath away.'

by tab at 3:24 PM |