Sunday, November 10, 2002

I'm awake so early. Sheeeesh. Someone get me something to do. Alone at home. My family members went to Genting. I don't like being alone but i choose to remain. Why? Cause i want to be alone.. ironic. When they're around i wish they won't here. When they're not here i wish they were here. Oh well 3 days of being alone. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder i wonder whether it's true, 4hrs since they left and still counting. Hmm... what should i do? *pace around house* I want to go out but there's no where to go, no one to go with. Argh.
Last night i quarrelled with my papa. He came back at 2am and i was still on the phone. I got a nagging.
Pa: "Who are you talking to? Why so late?"
Me: "Joe."
Pa: "who? I'm serious who you talking to?"
Me: "Joe lah. You want you can talk to him lor."
And i passed him the phone. I'm nuts right but i must say i was pretty amused that i actually handed the phone over. So he told him not to call too late yada yada yada. I really can't stand it. What's wrong with me talking on the phone? Why must you always ask me who am i talking to? It's none of your business. I don't like to tell them who I'm talking to. They get all suspicious and stuff. I know they are concerned but i can't help feeling that they don't trust me. Please give me a little space. I'm not a bloody kid. I don't like telling you cause you always make fun of it. It's not funny lor. I don't find it funny. Since you like to make fun of it then forget it. I'd rather not tell you anything. So childish ya? I don't care.
Parents.. Sometimes they irritate the hell out of you. I get angry at them but more at myself. Cause I know they worry because they care. They nag because they're concerned so i shouldn't be angry at them. Ahhh.. it's my fault. shit.

by tab at 11:40 AM |